It’s a feeling I don’t like,

A feeling with I don’t want,

It continually confuses me,

And stresses me out.

I’m annoyed that I have to question this,

Why me, WHY ME?

What have I done to deserve this?

Come on give me an answer.

I think I’m sitting on the fence,

Deciding which way to jump,

I know one side when i fall will have a bigger impact on me than the other.

It questions what is normal, not what is right,

It will be given a label which I know would cause more fight within me,

The labels are wrong,

The labels are general,

Not knowing the real me.

Time is on my side,

But my peace of mind is not,

I want to move in the right direction fast,

But I know I must slow down,

Feel what I really feel and be sure of myself.

It is the only way that clarity of this situation will occur,

I’m sure I will know myself,

If not you will see me waving from the fence I will be sitting on,

Never really knowing which side is for me.

Susy Davidson